Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.
- Confucius
Well it's only Wednesday & I feel like it should be Friday. It's been a long week already. Lots going on and I am sick which really stinks.
I realized today that the lasts few days I have been eating what I am supposed too but also inhaling some sugar which I have not done this entire time. I definitely need to stop that, it's not chocolate or anything like that! Yesterday it was sweet & tangy conversation hearts and today it was Jolly Rancher gummy things that are loaded with a sugar coating because they are like those sour patch kids! They are so good! I have to stop eating them though, because I Never eat candy anymore! I think it's my nerves with my weigh in tomorrow! Trying to sabotage myself again! YUP! That's what I do, but this time it's a small dose of it, but at least I have realized it and need to stop it, so when I go in to work, I will be giving my candy stash away! Some days when it's really stressful at work, I will have some of it because it helps take the edge off, and some days I really want to have a cigarette and I won't so I eat the candy! I'm not eating more than the serving size because it's sold in a one serving size. Well the Jolly Rancher candies are anyway!
My regular eating is going really well though! It's funny because I never eat after 8pm, well almost never, and I have to fast from 8pm until 8am when I go in for my blood work, and I of course know that I can't, so all I can think of is what I want to eat right now! LOL I'm not even hungry! Go figure?? I guess it's just a mind thing.
I am having some blood work tomorrow, my typical Thyroid stuff, and everything else but also have to have some liver tests done because my liver enzymes were really high in December. It is weird because today one of my friends/coworkers told me that I was really looking jaundice again! Then a few more people commented throughout the day! I of course, think it's in my head when I see it, so I don't say anything to anyone about it because I think it is totally in my head! So to have a few people point it out, that is really concerning!
I have had a wicked Migraine again, which is really weird because this is the 2nd migraine I have had in the last 7 weeks! Which is really good for me because I used to get them all the time, at least 3-4 times a week. Now I am hardly getting them but I always have my meds at home and at work just in case, and of course Monday and today I really needed them!
Lots of things are going on in my life. Work is busy but I love it, even when I have a bad day, I know it's not half as bad as some of my patients, and I have recently made & reconnected with some really great people from my past! So that has been really awesome. I am going to be seeing a few people & having different reunions when I head to Florida in a little over a month. Actually the end of March we leave, and I am really excited! I actually will get to go twice in one Month which will be awesome.
Well American Idol is on & I am sick, and already in bed!
I hope you all have a great evening and I can't wait to tell you what my loss is tomorrow!
Godspeed!
Jenn
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