Today was a weird day.......and another half lb lost putting me at -21 1/2 lbs

Yesterday is ashes.
Tomorrow is green wood.
Only today does the fire burn brightly.
- Eskimo Proverb

So today started off really weird, I went to the doctors to get my liver test results, and that came back good. I had a mole looked at that has gotten bigger & is discolored an I am having a biopsy on VALENTINE'S DAY! YUP!!! Well I guess it's ok since other than my daughter Lexi, I am not spending Valentine's Day with the man I love....
Ugh, well as the day went on,it got a little weirder..

I have stuff going on that just has my head literally spinning. I stopped and looked around and thought about my life and the decisions I have made. There are so many mistakes I have made, but I would NEVER change anything because each experience has brought me to where I am today! I am a much happier and better person today because of some of my bad choices. It is never to late to change things.
My biggest mistake is not having the confidence in myself to feel like I was worthy of taking care of myself so that I would not have some of the issues I have been struggling with.
As each day moves on, and my weight drops a little more at a time. I find that I am getting so much attention from men. It is really nice and I have to continue to learn how to take a compliment not just from men but from women too! I have such a hard time just saying Thank you! I have to learn "THANK YOU" is enough. I am not going to sabotage myself because of the attention like I have in the past. I am going to take the compliments and use them to my benefit to keep me going.

We had a Health Seminar today at work with our HR & BlueCross/Blue Shield and it was really good. My friend Julie who is on a Gluten Free diet, has lost 15 lbs, and during the seminar the head of HR commented about Julie & I working really hard on getting healthy & then how we all need to encourage eachother & Julie turned around and said "Jenn has lost 21 1/2 lbs & is doing great" And I said & Julie has lost 15 lbs so far! & Everyone clapped for us! IT was awesome!! I was not even embarrassed!! Thanks Julie!!
I have some amazing people in my life, and I am so grateful for the support I have!

Well I'm going to kick back & finish watching tv and drinking my glass of wine. Forgive my writing tonight. I have a lot going on in my head and I'm just rambling!! :)

I hope you all have a great weekend! I'll be back tomorrow!

GodSpeed!
Jenn