Here we go again....

We can always choose to perceive things differently.
You can focus on what's wrong in your life,
or you can focus on what's right.
- Marianne Williamson

My quote tonight is what has been in my head today! I have made the conscious choice to focus on what is right in my life, rather than on what I perceive things to be wrong. Because they are not always as they seem.  So, I'm going to just wait it out & see what the future holds!Well I have entered into another week. Day 23 on my new lifestyle change. I am doing really well. I am going through some stuff right now, and I'm trying to figure out my life, and where I want to go in the future. Things that I was so sure about a few months ago, I'm not so sure about anymore. So, I have to take some time to focus on what I really want! I have to put me first. Because if I don't put me first and take care of me, no one else will either. And that is what I want! And Lord knows if I don't take care of me, I sure as hell can't take care of anyone else.
I have to be at work early this week and they served breakfast for us. Bagels, Fruit, juices, coffee & water. I had a banana, some juice, and some water. Oh & yes, I did have some more coffee too! It's just not as good as what I make at home! Oh well. But I had some.
Then they served lunch, but I had asked ahead of time if they could order salad since I couldn't not eat stuff they typically order. SO they had some & I had 2 plates of it! OMG, it was good & I was hungry! For afternoon snack, I had an apple with peanut butter, and for dinner, boring yes, I had chicken salad. I'm all about easy for me, Lexi had chicken enchiladas and that was fine. I just will not eat it. Then I went to meet someone for coffee and all the coffee places were closed so we just sat in some chairs & talked. That was nice, although I had other things to do tonight, I needed to take that time out.

Tomorrow, I have to come up with something for work for the Orientation class (4 days worth) I am in. I have to PICK one thing that represents me or something I like. I was going to say Scrap booking, but now that I'm thinking about it, I may say compassionate, or passionate! Not quite sure yet! I don't like having to do this! But I will! Maybe I'll use determined. Since I am so determined to succeed on this lifestyle change. We shall see! I'm not sure yet. I have a lot to think about.
I have got to get all my Disney Stuff together for my friend. I am sending it to Myrtle beach for her to buy, I didn't make as much as I had hoped, but I will definitely have some other stuff to make! I just ran out of time. But it will be good, she'll have a good amount of stuff.

Well I hope you all have a great night!

Godspeed!
Jenn