“Take control of your destiny. Believe in yourself. Ignore those who try to discourage you. Avoid negative sources, people, places, things and habits. Don’t give up and don’t give in.” — Wanda Hope Carter

 

I was hoping today would have been an easy day for me, but it wasn't. Work was so busy! I got caught up on stuff since I had the day off yesterday, and I even got to start my audit project started. THANK YOU GOD!!! For making it easier than I thought it would be!
I got a long over due phone call from someone today. I was really hesitant about calling back because I honestly didn't want to be hurt anymore than I already am. The conversation went really well and I am glad we were able to talk and clear the air & say all we really needed to say & what was on our hearts. That was so healing for me today. I think time will help heal & make us have a better relationship/friendship. It's nice to know she was not judging me though. That was what was so hurtful to me, thinking this person was judging me. Thank you for not judging me.

Every day life gets a little better to deal with some of the hurts that have happened in the last 6 weeks. I am only worrying about me & Lexi. Not worrying about what anyone else things or says or feels. That's there own stuff. Someone once said, "How much do they pay you to rent the space in your brain?" And well, since the few people that have walked away, don't pay me a red cent, they no longer take any space in my brain or my heart.

Got some good things happening in the next few weeks. Going to spend Thanksgiving with one of my really good friends & her family & her parents who will be in from Jersey. So looking forward to it. I'm going to make Oreo  truffles & a sweet potato pie from scratch. I have not made a sweet potato pie in years. I hope it comes out good. YUM!!! I love sweet potatoes.

Well I guess tonight is going to be another short post. Life is good in our household. 23 days of no fighting & a nice & peaceful house every night! Lexi is working so hard on communicating. It really is nice, I'm working hard too, we're going to go out & Celebrate at the end of the month. Dinner at Daniels and Italian Restaurant and then Twilight, I'm so excited.. So is Lexi.

I hope everyone has a great night!
Godspeed!