Today was a long day

Half of everything you were ever taught is wrong;
the question is which half.
- Jonathan Lockwood Huie

I'm sitting here watching Private Practice with tears streaming down my face as one of the characters is dying of brain cancer. It's so incredibly sad. It makes me realize how short life is. And how we need to tell the ones we love how we really feel about them. Sometimes people wait, and then it's too late. If you really care about someone, regardless of your circumstances you need to let them know how you feel. Life is just way too short.

Today was a long day, I was so tired and then I went & got my hair done by my friend Emily, who did an amazing job, as always!
I was so sore from the booty boot camp yesterday and as much as I would love to blow the class off tomorrow, I am going to stick it out. The only person I will let down is myself. I know that if I do this class and it helps me lose more weight, it will really make me feel sexy and desirable. I'm not really feeling it lately. Which is kinda funny because I have had a few dates lately but it's just not the same.
Oh well, sometimes life has a way of showing us what we need to see at certain times in our lives. I don't feel like I am my age, which I guess is a good thing, I definitely feel like I am in my early 30's and I am going to be 44 soon. CRAZY! I can't believe I am in my 40's Where has the time gone?

I did ok with my food today, I actually had some Mexican for lunch but didn't over due it and I have what i want when I want. I am really watching it though. I am going to the Dr's in the morning, for just a follow up and weigh in. Hopefully it will be a good weight loss!
Well I am going to head to bed, I have so much more I want to write, but will wait for tomorrow!

Good night all!
GODSPEED!

Jenn