Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darkness's of other people.~~~ Carl Jung

Well it's been a minute since I have been here to post. I really need to get back into the swing of writing again. Some days it's so hard! I am so tired at the end of the work day and I just don't want to get online.

I have had an awesome weekend. I got a lot of rest, but I have been emailing with an amazing guy that I am going to get to see soon. I am also really interested in Donnie, who is the older guy. HE also makes me smile when I read his emails. But his daughter broke her arm on a swing a few days ago, so he's been caught up with that. Poor thing, she sounds like the sweetest little girl and he really loves his daughter and dotes on her which is so sweet.
Guy #1, melts my heart. I have met him. HE is absolutely AMAZING!!!! What can I say. He has definitely put a spark in my heart and a spring in my step. We have been emailing a lot lately. Well we have for a while, but more so the last few days which has been really nice. We are very compatible. It's awesome!! I think about him all the time, and well, we shall see where it goes. HE is very sweet to me!!! And honest, which is really important to me!

Guy #2, Donnie, I am really looking forward to meeting him soon! We are in the process of deciding when we will be meeting and where. With the holiday weekend, we wanted to wait an may meet up next weekend. We shall see!!

I got a lot of rest this weekend, spent time at the tool with my sister and nephews and of course Lexi. I got SO MUCH COLOR!!! I love to be tan. IT makes me feel good to have some color! Besides I Don't have to wear cover up either. Which is one of the reasons I Love the warm weather and getting tan. I also got to go to a BBQ at my good friend Susan's which was so much fun. We got to meet all her friends that she speaks so highly of. Melly had a good time too! :) HE was very good on the drive which was the longest he had ever been in the car, and it was a long ride, 1 1/2 hours each way. But now I know why I don't take him on trips! Cause he had to sit on my lap or on my shoulder the entire time which made it really difficult to drive. He didn't want to sit with Lexi which was so hard. He got to play with Susan's dogs which was so funny to watch him. He loved her Logan, but Kaylee, he could have done with out! She was more aggressive. One of her neighbors told Lexi that "When" she makes it on to American Idol he will finance her the entire time which was incredibly nice. Joe and his wife don't have kids, so it was very sweet that he took a liking to Lexi. Everyone kept commenting on how beautiful she was, and what beautiful eyes she had. She was shocked because she didn't have a lot of makeup on, which she doesn't need it anyway, and you could really see her eyes. So, I think all the compliments hopefully helped that she will NOW wear less makeup! I can only hope!
Today at the pool she met a friend of a friend of hers, and she now is talking to a boy who is going to be a grade ahead of her, and he lives in my Mom's neighborhood, which is awesome, so she will be able to have some kids to hang out with at the pool this summer! I'm glad. I Was watching her with the older boys and she is really confident when she speaks and how she really carries herself, no wonder why the older boys like her, these boys thought she was older than them! LOL She was like NO, I'm going into 9th grade!
God, My baby is going to be entering HIGH SCHOOL! Is that possible? Where has the time gone?
So glad to have been able to get out of this funk I was in! It had been a rough week at work, and having the long weekend really helped!

Well I need to hit the sack and get some sleep. I'm hoping sleep will come easy since I got a lot more sun again today, and have been tired but kept myself up to emailing with a certain someone!!! :)

I hope you all have a great rest of the evening, and a great Monday!
Godspeed!
Jenn