You create stress in your life by getting angry,
and you can instantly remove
that stress by granting forgiveness.
- Jonathan Lockwood Huie
Just when I thought I was going to stay off of the dating site, I got a few more emails. And one of the guys is 9 years older than me, almost 10 years older. And he seems really nice, so I am going to chat with him and email with him for a while and see what happens. I am not putting 100% into this right now because I am just not feeling it. But today it's raining outside and it's like raining men in my life today. I got some more emails from some different men, which is very cool. But again, not rushing into it and seeing what happens. This guy has contacted me for a few days. So, we shall see where life takes me.
What an amazing weekend I had. Lexi and I had a great weekend together. She outdid herself with dinner last night. It was just an all around great Mother's Day. I got texts, and emails and calls from so many people wishing me a Happy Mother's Day. Most of all, the one person I had wanted to hear from, was the one person who texted & emailed me & wished me a Happy Mother's day twice and before anyone else. It was incredibly sweet. And a great day of conversing was very special to me.
I have lost a total of 45 lbs so far, and I am struggling & trying to figure out where my head is at. It is definitely not in the right place. I'm not letting things get away from me though. I keep bouncing back though, and that is the important thing. I see my success, and am not going to give up on that. I have to remind myself one day at a time, and sometimes it's one minute at a time. Like I do a lot of things in my life.. That is my moto.
I didn't eat too much today, NOT SMART~ I had my protein bar for breakfast, then nothing for lunch, than for dinner I had some sheppards pie that Susan (my friend & roommate) made.
Now I'm kicking back and watching the Bachelorette, yes, Reality Tv. YAY!!! This is going to be a horrible season. I am not a fan of thing is bachelorette, I think she's exploiting her daughter, and it pisses me off. I would never exploit my daughter this way.. Ugh I don't need a Daddy for her. I am Happy to do the parenting all by myself!
2 more days and Lexi will be singing the National Anthem at the Apex PD Awards ceremony and then she got asked to sing another song for something else that is going on in the community on June 2nd. So she will be doing that too! She is just a performing queen.. I am so incredibly proud of her, she has no idea.
Well nothing else is going on tonight except a thunderstorm, so I am going to get off this computer now.
have a great night!
GODSPEED!
Jenn
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