Can not believe I have lost more weight.....

I have accepted fear as a part of life -
specifically the fear of change...
I have gone ahead despite the pounding
in the heart that says: turn back.
- Erica Jong

I am so ready to get in the car and go away! I have not been on a vacation in several years, and although we're not going to any amusement parks, we are going to be going to the beach in Florida on the Gulf! Lexi and I are both so looking forward to just leaving life behind here. I will be bringing my computer to update my blog from time to time, and I will take lots of pics! I love to take pics! I am so excited to get to see all the people I have not seen in years! It's going to be so fun!

I need to get in the car and not worry about anything. I will be sticking to my lifestyle change, but I am definitely going to have fun!
Today I did pretty well with my food! I had a slim fast shake for breakfast and a slice of mozzarella cheese. Then I had pineapples, apples & watermelon, and a power bar for lunch. Then for dinner I had chicken & french fries. YUM
I lost another 2 lbs the last few weeks, putting me at 33.5 lbs! I still can't believe it! I actually think it may be 3 lbs, but I will recheck it tomorrow, if it's 3 lbs then I will be at 34.5 lbs lost! God, how did I get here and stay so confident? All I can say is WOW!!!

The nice thing, about losing this weight, is now that I am going out a little more, I am finding that I am allowing myself to not feel awkward when I get  a little attention! Which has always been hard for me. I am allowing myself to say Thank you when a man pays me a compliment instead of feeling uncomfortable. It's funny cause a friend of mine wants to introduce me to someone she knows, and the time just has not worked out, but it will when I come home from Florida. I will finally get to meet this guy that has wanted to meet me for over a month. It will be fun! I was going to try to go this weekend, but that didn't happen! Oh well, soon enough! All I know, is I am so looking forward to my trip!
ok I'm going to bed, hope you all have a great evening!


Godspeed!
Jenn